July 2010
You are amazing„
Memories
I always say why couldnt it lasted longer. Or why didnt I do that instead. When really I have all these beautiful memories,
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Wanna
I wanna be with you. I wanna fall in love with you. But I gotta learn to stop myself. Because I cant love someone half way around the world. It just causes me pain..
Crush
austin:you like him
me:how do you know?
Austin:you gigled at every 3rd word even though it wasnt funny, you kept messing with your hair, and you stood like this
Oh how I miss my momentum buddy(:
Stop
Stop caring what people think. They dont run your life. YOU do.
Dark Night
So there I was siting in my room on a dark night. Listening to goodbye. And it hit me. The reason I miss you so much is I never got my goodbye. Never got a hug or a caring word. I have my memories. Which is enough to make me happy. But I think we all want our goodbye. It gives us a sense of well I dont know. But I think the thought that I may never see you again scares me. I want my goodbye. But I...
Goodbye
The thing that hurt the most was that I didn`t even get to say goodbye
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I Miss You
I miss you so much„ Its so clear to me now. I love you. I dont care what you look like anymore. I just wanna be with you. The way you made me smile and laugh. I miss it. I miss it all. I wish I could go see you or be with you. But I cant. And it kills me.
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Day
Someone ruins my day. But then God finds someone to make it better. I love you<3
Fish In The Sea
Boys will hurt you. They will break you heart many times. But sometimes you gotta learn to move on. Because some where out there is a boy waiting for you. And he is gonna fix that broken heart. And then suddenly those other boys wont matter much anymore. Because there will always be plenty of fish in the sea.
Listen
People
You cant always count on people</3
Lost
I think I’ve lost my best friend.. But I didn’t do anything neither did she. I guess somebody better just came into the picture. And there was room for two. So out with the old in with the new. I don’t have a best friend anymore..
Nothing
Sometimes you get so use to the pain that you feel nothing at all„
Life
Life is full of surprises.. But what’s new?
Always
Ill always be here for you, you can always talk to me. Those are lies. You’ll never be there. I can never talk to you..
Pain
The pain we feel is so real. Yet we cover it up everyday and noone notices and no one cares..
Love
Love hurts. You cant have who you want. So move on…or try..
Goodbye
Good bye, I shall be back in 6 days(:
I love you all(:
Boys
Dear Boys,
Please open your eyes. Because there’s a girl right in front of you. And she loves you. But you keep your eyes shut to scared to open them. You miss the beauty in front of you. And eventually she moves on..
Dirty Dancing
I wanna curl up in a blankie, and watch dirty dancing. Maybe titanic. Even the notebook or a walk to remember. And maybe I will shead a tear or two.
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Dont
Dont tell me who I am. Dont tell me what to do. And never tell me who you want me to be. I am ME! Im not YOU. I am who I am..
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You
I still dream that its you. You who wants to talk on the phone. You texting me. You who likes me. But then I have to let reality sink in. Its not you. Its never been you. It never will be you.
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But its You who I still love,
Annoying
Sometimes theres just a few people out there that i find so annoying. Mainly guys. I think I just wont get married. Ill have a few pets and do some good in the world. Sides I dont need a guy. I have my friends and family.
Thoughts
I just thought I will have no internet! That means no tumblr for like a week! Sad. But oh well I will have it when I get back(:
Crushed
I was crushed. I was broken laying on the floor. But you didn’t notice and you didn’t care„
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Lovee it<3
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Packing
So soon Ill be packing my bags, and Monday Ill be gone. I leave this stupid town only maybe 6 hours away. But Ohio seems better then here. Ill have the best week of my life. Come back better and new.
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Followers
I’m following like 40 people and only have 8 followers.. Sad I know. But I love those 8 followers!
Summer
Why should summer have to end? I never wanna go back to school. I don’t wanna see the people or teachers. I don’t wanna hear the drama.
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Stressed
Okay so you ever get those days when youre just so stressed? Well right now this week is killing me! I have never felt so stressed. I feel like I have so much to get done in little time. And it is killing me. I just wanna relax. Not to mention all my hair is cut off and I miss it. I didnt even want it that short..
I hate Stress!
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Dance
Sometimes you just need to blast your music, and dance your heart away. Forget life and forget that boy who made your life a living hell.
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I heart this song„
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